You know the saying "If you love something let it go, If it comes back its your, If it doesn't, then it was never truly yours." I hear it and think it sometimes. But there is something that I am afraid to let go. I don't want him to leave me but i know that he needs to leave to get more educated so he can grow up a wealthy man. But I am scared that if he goes that he might find a girl he likes more and will leave me. I don't want that, but I do want him to be happy. As long as he is happy then I shall be happy. If he comes back then I know he's mine, if he doesn't then I know he's not. :'( even if sad i still have to smile : ) so that he can go and not worry and so that i can do the same and go to college to get more edumacated and get a good job in the Future.